When the gel in the spotlight changes

I learned something yesterday that I cannot yet share here. There are people in my offline life who deserve to know first. But this is the most astonishing and sudden change I can think of... ever. Among other things, it means I must completely reevaluate who I believe I am and the way I think of myself. Because of when I learned it, I must, like Mary, ponder these things and treasure them up in my heart.