Exhausted... and demoralized

I have a million things to organize for this upcoming Cursillo weekend, and a lot of it is not working out as planned. One event I need musicians for, I can't find any, and have been turned down three times by, well, the only three I could find.

At another event, tradition normally would have me leading the music. I just discovered they invited somebody else. Very, very discouraging...

Worst of all, I feel like I am all alone in this. None of the roles of the other team members really converge with mine, and as a result, I think the music person is the loneliest person on the team in some respects. I know it will all work out somehow, it always does. But I am really down in the dumps about it today...